There seems to never be any down time anymore. I work all day, then try to hang out with friends at night. Then the time will come in a few short months when i will be gone, gone to college, and away form my family and friends. My mom seems to already feel the stress of me leaving, she does not want to let me go, so she tries to pull me in, when all i want to do is let go.
When i should be able to branch out and start to leave the "nest" i get my leash pulled even tighter by my mom. It really frustates the both of us, so then we clash and fight. Which is something that i dont want to to so close to me leaving, but it seems to happen. Then if she can not restrain me, she tries to restrain my brother.... which is not good. She cant win it seems. But idk waht to do i want to fly and be free and she wants her little girl back that did everything with her and for her. But i just cant be that anymore, i want to do things for me, that kinds sounds selfish but it is kinds true, i feel like i always do things for others but harldy ever for me. So that is why i just want to do what i want when i want.
LET IT ALL JUST BEGIN NOW!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment